I think we’ve had enough of winter, it’s time to warm up.
I know, I know, this is very much late. But I’m going through a fog and my focus has been very much off. I’m not feeling well both from a spiritual and physical perspective. I feel depressed. I just have no excitement. But I keep dragging myself to move and participate. I’m asking God to remove me from this empty space and bring me back to life. It’s been happening off and on since February. I’m personally dealing with a lot. And trying to hold it together. I know God is with me, but physically I don’t feel it. Thanks for listening.
I’ve already begun working on some of my goals this month. I’ve decided to make a short list. I think I have a good handle on the goals from the last 2 months. I wanted to touch on areas where I need the most help. It would be more out of my comfort zone. Requiring me to invest in myself. Which could sound kind of strange, like haven’t I been doing that already? Yes, but let me explain.
Two things have been brought to my attention. I need my own space. I’m on a hunt for a new home. I’ve visited some places, but the area didn’t seem safe or clean. I’m not giving up, I know God is going to put the keys in my hands very soon.
(All my belongings are in storage) I miss my own bed. And getting the proper sleep I need. Since, I don’t have the proper bed to rest the weight of my body. I know it’s causing me discomfort. When you don’t achieve adequate rest and proper alignment for the body, it can cause fatigue, stress, muscle pain, and lack of focus. There’s too much noise for me to sleep during the night I get up at least twice. I can’t get comfortable in a space where I don’t feel welcomed. It’s time I move out and move on.
The keys to my new home is in my hands very soon. In Jesus Name 🙏🏼
Secondly, I’m busy and not really doing anything, to a certain extent. The fact of them matter is, I don’t need to compact every single day with unnecessary work. What I’m really doing is allowing things to block my peace. I need my quiet time, unfortunately living with family doesn’t grant me the opportunity. Which is the reason I need to finally make a change. I need a space to think, breathe, to create, organize, a chance to sit by a open window, or lie on a couch with a book. I miss cooking in my own kitchen, and I’d like to entertain guest.
Sunday’s are designate as the sabbath day. No work, no computers, no electronics, and no outings (unless it’s a relaxing atmosphere). I want to train my mind and body to endure the complete rest it requires. I can demand myself to work harder and achieve more, but I don’t reward myself with self care. I’d like to have a bubble bath, candles, and stillness. I’d might fall asleep. 😆 It’s been months I’ve watched my favorite hallmark movies. I want to invite my friends over for brunch, lunch, or just like we always do, chat. And I cannot wait to plug in my diffuser, burn my essential oils, and treat myself to a bowl of cereal while sitting on my rug.
I miss all of this. God point me to my new home.
This has been a struggle to write. I decided to write on the concept of singlehood. I did a series on this blog called “Season of singleness”. I’d gotten a lot of great feedback on it. Until now, this has been a topic of conversation with my friends and people I’ve met. Many singles struggle to live a happy life. But when we talk, I’ve pour into them the value of being single and where my journey has lead me. Afterwards, many ask how can I still be single? 😆 my responds, “You will have to ask God. God has the blueprint.” I began praying and thinking about expanding the series, the conversations I’ve had, and my journey into a book. I want to be honest about my discovery leading up to being single and happy. Coming into womanhood, I’ve learn a lot about who I am as a female.
It has been quite a challenge to write. If I’m honest, it would unlock a personal side of my life that may expose (or offend) some people. Namely, my family. And I’m not sure if I should continue to write it. I’m very passionate about this project and to see it come to fruition, because I’d like to think it could help others. Not only to be content or settled, but set freed from the worlds warped view about singles. Singlehood is a precious gift from God. God created singles for a reason and I’d like to spread the truths despite what the world wants us to believe. Which seems to downgrade singles or normalize being promiscuous. Singles don’t need to feel they are in a negative position. singles don’t need to be running around sleeping with every person they meet. Singles need to implant God into their lives, stop worrying about what the world deems acceptable. We have every right to be happy whether we’re married or not. God and a single together is unstoppable.
What do you guys think about my book concept?
Should I keep going?
What are you thoughts?
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